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A visit to Terezin

part of Web Travel Review's Berlin/Prague story by Chuck Vadun; created 1996

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A light rain fell as I stood at the Martin Tours booth on one corner of Prague's Old Town Square, waiting for the tour bus to arrive to take me to Terezin. Originally built in the late 18th century, Terezin's Small Fortress served as a prison for military and political opponents to the Hapsburg monarchy in the early 19th century. But the most tragic part of Terezin's history came after the Czech lands were occupied by Nazi Germany. Terezin's Small Fortress was converted to a police prison of the Prague Gestapo in June 1940; in November 1941, a ghetto and concentration camp for Jews was established in the Large Fortress and town of Terezin.

One of the many things that intrigued me about Terezin is that it had been used during the war as a facade: it was tarted up by the Nazis to look like a spa town to the International Red Cross. The ruse worked and the Red Cross backed off, allowing the death camps to continue their horrific work.

I started up a conversation with a pair of attractive young women who were also on the tour. Eileen and Jessica were students from the University of South Carolina who'd been studying in Germany. Eileen was a dual German/Music major, researching Terezin for her senior thesis.

We got on the bus around 9:45 for the hour-long journey north. Our guide introduced himself and began telling us the history of Terezin. Much of his story came from personal experience: he'd been a prisoner there, and had buried his own mother in one of Terezin's mass graves.

He noted that one of the goals of the Nazis was to "concentrate" the Jewish population in controlled locations, hence the term "concentration camp." Terezin wasn't an "extermination" camp like Auschwitz, though it served as a way station to the camps and ghettos in occupied Eastern Europe. However, that doesn't mean there weren't atrocities committed at Terezin; far from it, as we would soon discover.

In fact, of the nearly 140,000 men, women and children deported to Terezin from the Czech lands, Germany, Austria, the Netherlands, Denmark, Slovakia and Hungary, 34,000 died. From 1942 to 1944, transports carried 87,000 people from Terezin eastward; of those, 83,000 were murdered, tortured to death, or perished on forced marches.

Cemetery. Small Fortress. Terezin Cemetery. Small Fortress. Terezin We visited Terezin's Small Fortress first; just outside the walls lay the cemetery where thousands of political prisoners are buried. Our guide noted that many of the dates on the tombstones were later than May 1945; many of Terezin's prisoners were beyond medical help at the time of the camp's liberation by the Russians, and died before they could be repatriated.


Small Fortress. Terezin Cells. Small Fortress. Terezin Our first stop once inside the walls was at a row of "isolation cells," rooms big enough to hold a pallet about the size of today's twin bed, and not much else. It took me about three steps to walk the length of the cell. I did so several times and tried to calculate how long it would have taken me to go crazy in such a place.


Small Fortress. Terezin Next we saw some of the common rooms for women prisoners, perhaps the size of a two-car garage, which held 25-30 people and provided no electricity or running water.

Brutal as they were, neither of these places prepared me for what came next: a room where the SS gave prisoners "extra treatment," as our guide put it. The most appalling example he told us was that the SS would lock 100 or so people in a space the size of your average suburban living room, without food or water-and simply wait for them all to die.

Around the corner was the shower room. Our guide must have seen our stunned expressions and read our minds: "These were actually showers, not gas chambers. In fact, one way that the inmates of Terezin found out about the gas chambers in the camps to the east was from a group of children who'd been shipped back to Terezin from Auschwitz. The children were to be deloused and began crying at the sight of the shower room, screaming, 'Gas! Gas!'"

We continued past the house where the camp commander and ranking guards lived to the target range. Prisoners would be forced to run from one side of the yard to the other, providing moving targets for the SS guards.

We walked through an opening in a high wall and the sight of a gallows knotted my insides. Our guide pointed out the two sets of steps resting on the platform of the gallows, upon which the condemned stood. He worked as a carpenter in the camp and had himself made the steps, not knowing their purpose.

Next came a "newer" section of the fortress, added during the war to house the growing number of prisoners. The common cells here actually provided electricity and running water at certain times of the day. The cells surrounded a courtyard where all the prisoners would be brought together on occasion. For example, our guide told us about the time three prisoners escaped from the camp. The prisoners were assembled in the courtyard and watched as three other prisoners were chosen and stoned to death. Later, when the surviving escapees were captured, the prisoners were reassembled and the escapees stoned to death as well.

Terezin. We left the Small Fortress and drove to the Large Fortress and the Terezin ghetto. As we rode along the streets, I mentioned to Eileen and Jessica how weird it would be to live in the town today, as over a thousand people do, knowing the history of the place. On our way to the Jewish cemetery, we stopped to look at the cavelike enclosures where Jews and Christians were given their last rites before burial.


Cemetery. Terezin. The rain had come and gone throughout the day, but as we got out of the bus to walk to the Jewish cemetery, it began to come down in buckets. Our guide explained that these were mass graves, and pointed out one monument that had been placed there. I can paraphrase the inscription: "For those for whom it was not possible to rest in their own land."


Crematorium. Terezin. The climactic moment of the tour was a visit to the crematorium. A small anteroom displayed prisoners' drawings of the crematorium, as well as Nazi propaganda art praising the efficiency of the site and examples of records kept at the camp. One of our group pointed out a meticulously-kept list of prisoners' names and said, "This is why I can't understand why anyone can deny there was a Holocaust. The Nazis wrote down everything."

I could hear sheets of rain falling outside. Our guide ushered us into the crematorium itself with a sentence that ended in the word "death." As this word left his lips, a thunderclap struck outside and I didn't know whether to shake or jump-so I did both. An intensely scary moment.

We walked back to the bus and our guide said, "Now we will have lunch." Eileen and Jessica and I all looked at each other as if to say, "Yeah, right, we're really hungry now."

The three of us were joined by a pair of Swiss-German guys, Martin and Yves, on leave from military service. I felt like I wasn't ready to discuss any of the things we'd seen; I needed time to reflect on it. It turned out that we were all eager to lighten the mood a little, so we talked about life in Switzerland and Germany, South Carolina and San Diego. The women spoke good German, and Martin and Yves fairly good English, leaving yours truly as the only monolinguist in the crowd. My companions were gracious enough to translate anything said in German that made everyone laugh.

Our levity was short-lived, though; the next stop was the Jewish museum. We watched a film and saw displays chronicling the history of Terezin. But the most heart-wrenching exhibit was for me the collection of children's drawings. These were slices of life in Terezin as expressed as honestly as only a child could; each picture was noted with the child's name and whether or not they survived. Most didn't. An example: Daniel Stern, b. 1933, d. 1944 Osvetim (Auschwitz).

I'd kept my composure most of the day, but one of our guide's closing remarks on the way back to Prague caused me to lose it. He told us that we had a responsibility to tell our family and friends about what we had seen. As I was making a silent vow to remember everything I could and share what I'd learned with people back home, he said: "Even after all I have experienced, I cannot hate." My throat tightened and tears welled up in my eyes and spilled down my cheeks.

Visiting a concentration camp is not an enjoyable experience, yet I believe it is an intensely valuable one. It provides you with a focal point for everything you've seen in films and read in books about the Holocaust. It also helps you to view events in your own life with a new perspective: as a copywriter and graphic designer, I'll never look at the "life-and-death" arguments we have about grammatical correctness and font size the same way again.

If you visit Prague, tear yourself away from that beautiful city to spend a day in Terezin. As the woman who signed the Jewish museum's guest book ahead of me wrote, "We must never forget."


Some extra photos from Philip

I don't have a whole lot to add to Chuck's report (above). I visited Terezin in June 2000 and had a few thoughts plus took the photographs below.

Irena Ravel (Theresienstadt survivor) guiding a tour group. Small Fortress. Terezin My guide was Irena Ravel, a survivor of Theresienstadt who was imprisoned there at the age of 17 and emigrated to Israel after the war. We are among the last generation who will be guided through the Nazi concentration camps by those who lived through them. It will be very easy to forget or distort the entire period once all those who lived through it are gone. Ms. Ravel had many interesting stories about Theresienstadt, some of which related to acquaintances who survived the entire war and then committed suicide upon returning to their villages. Running from the Germans gave shape to their lives. Returning to find no family, no job, no money, someone else living in their house, etc., is what finally broke their spirit. These stories underscored the paramount importance of the new State of Israel for postwar Jewish refugees.

Charts of deaths. Terezin. Suicide within Theresienstadt was a carefully studied subject for the minor German bureaucrats who ran the town/prison. The chart at right shows suicides and attempted suicides.


Reader Comments

Near Hamburg, a labor camp was set up (perhaps with Biblical irony) to make bricks for the rebuilding of Hamburg according to A. Speer. Now KZ Gedenkstaette-Neuengammen (easily reached from Hamburg by car or public transport) is an educational center of considerable size and scope.

When I was an exchange student in Germany 16 years ago, this site was an empty set of fields and weeds covering concrete and rusting iron. Now educational signs have been put in, many of the buildings have been reconstructed and an exhibit hall built.

I've not been to any other KZ site, but I can say that I was struck by the size and contents of the site: there was a canal, rail road spur, and rows of concrete barbed wire supports all original to the camp. These are shown in pictures on large placards with texts explaining the works and companies involved. Reconstructions of several buildings have been made. A set of walks takes you through the site; it is horrifyingly large.

Approximately 55,000 died at Neuengammen. I highly recommend a visit.

Nancy Alkire (alkire@ucsub.colorado.edu)


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Copyright 1996 Chuck Vadun. Some facts, statistics and dates were taken from the brochures provided at the Small Fortress and the Terezin ghetto.

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Pete Wenzel , January 20, 1997; 05:33 P.M.

In 1995 I visited Dachau Concentration Camp, just outside Munich, Germany. My feelings are similar to those of the author. I agree that EVERY person should visit a camp if at all possible. It's an unforgetable experience. I was not so upset emotionally as one might be as I was prepared by my visit to the American Holocaust Museum (correct name?) in Washington, D.C. It's an outstanding museum, one of the world's best. It gives one a great overview of the entire holocaust and will certainly contribute to one's understanding at camp visit.

Marianne Guilbert , March 10, 1997; 11:05 P.M.

I, too was in a school production of I Never Saw Another Butterfly by Celest Rispanti. This play touched my heart as I played a young child of ten (Gabriela Frieova) who was murdered in the Nazi gas chambers. Even though we finished our last performance nearly a year ago, I regularily cry myself to sleep because of the horror these people went through. I too have experienced, and still do experience the strong emotions of pride and pain that was suffered in this camp. If we remember the children and what they went through, perhaps this inhumane act will not repeat itself.

Lucy Fox , May 25, 1997; 04:51 P.M.

I want to say how touched I was my the article on Terezin.

I know this place as Terezinshadt. My Grandmother died there. My only other surviving Aunt was then sent to Auchwitz in 1943. My Aunt survived Auchwitz and the story was told to me that she was the person who removed the gold teeth from the dead after they were gassed.

My Aunt came to the US when I was just 2 years old in 1945. We shared a room and many a night she would awaken with horrible nightmares. Which as a child I didn't understand nor was it discussed.

I had 9 members of my immediate family "murdered" by the Nazis. The other members I'm not sure where they are. Being a now lone survivor is very serious to me. I feel that with each generation my children and my childrens children will hear this story.

Thank you again for giving me a good view of what Terezinshadt was really like.

shalom!

J A Pereira , June 15, 1997; 10:55 P.M.

In the late 80's, while the country was still under communist rule, I visited the site of the former concentration camp at Terezinstadt. It was a cold dark day. Our guide was an old Chek gentleman. As we walked back to our bus in the snow and gloom, he heard us speaking in English. Englanders? Americans? We told him we were Americans on a German tour. He dropped back from the crowd with us and mentioned that he spoke English -- and pretty well. He explained that every night he would take out in radio in his room and plug it in, and listen to Voice of America. Over 20 years he relied on VOA for news and language. He asked for us not to mention it since he could get in trouble with the authorities -- and he thanked us! There in that awful place which deprived many of freedom under a Nazi and a communist government, we learned that freedom can arrive through the air.

Ron Brinn , July 01, 1997; 07:17 P.M.

Twisted trees, clipped branches standing in anguished mourning in the town square. A powerful prescence of the past foreboding and somehow welcoming me to bring some measure of relief.

Ashes, still resting in the bottom of the ovens the autopsy lab seems altogether modern.

It is astounding that people can still live in htis place so filled with pain.

Harry S. Rowe , August 29, 1997; 02:39 P.M.

In August of 1995,my wife and myself traveled from Berlin, where we visited, to Prague and then to Terezin. It was fifty years after the war. My wife who was born in the U.S. was very aprehensive about the whole trip. Over the years I had told her some stories about the time I had spent in Terezin, or Theresienstadt, from May 7 1943 to October 1944. At that time I was sent to Auschwitz where both my parents were killed. I survived the war and emigrated to the United States, where I now live. I remember we stayed in Prague in the Hotel Pariz, and I made arrangements to visit Terezin. I had no idea, how close the place was to Prague. We were lucky, that day we were the only people to go there. A young man drove us there. Naturally I was very nervous, a lot of memories kept coming to mind. As we were driving the young man who spoke English said to us" I will show you everything etc." I replied "no I will show you, that place is etched in my memory ". He was very nice about it and said O.k. you lead the way. We stopped at what was called the " KLeine Festung " first, and went on the conducted tour.As an inmate, I was once sent there on a work detail, and I remember the brutality, from the SS towards the prisoners. I mentioned to the tour guide, a Lady, that I was a prisoner there. She spoke very compassionate about the conditions in the camp, while she was conducting the tour, she kept on looking at me, as if she wanted to appologize. One thing, during the tour, which consisted of a bunch of young people, who all spoke English. They behaved very respectfull. After the tour, we drove into Terezin, Not much has changed there. I have a picture of myself looking through the door at my former room. We rested on the same benches,at the square, which were put there during the infamous Swiss Red Cross inspection. The buildings are the same, as the matter of fact, there is a Drug Store in the same place, as before the war. The owner of that store, who was Jewish, was arrested there, kept there during the war, naturally without the Merchandise. I saw childeren playing in street.Mothers with Baby carriges. How people can live there, I do not know. One more thing,we visited the Cemetary and the Krematorium. I explained to my wife that, thousands of people are buried there. Inside the Crematorium there was a table, where people left notes.I left a note as well. I wrote that after fifty years, Hitler,Goebels, Goring, are dead, may they rot in Hell, I survived. In closing any body interested in more detail,I have written my experiences during the war years and given copies to the Holocaust Museum in Washinghton, as well told my story to the Shoa Foundation, Steven Spielberg. THe reason I am doing this now, is to refute any stories that the Holocaust did not happend, YES IT DID, MY WHOLE FAMILY OF OVER THIRTY PEOPLE WER KILLED. NEVER AGAIN

Lucy Jones , October 08, 1997; 10:04 A.M.

I was only sixteen when I visited Terezin. The memories will never be forgotten. I found it a very moving and wholly worthwhile experience even though it disturbed me greatly. The trauma for the people involved must have been enormous and I can't even imagine what it must have felt like to have been there at the time of the Holocaust. I strongly urge anyone who has the opportunity to visit either a concentration or extermination camp to take it up. It made me realise just how precious our lives and the lives of others really are.

martha price-phillips , October 19, 1997; 08:03 P.M.

I am once again directing a high school production of Celeste Raspanti's I NEVER SAW ANOTHER BUTTERFLY. I had sworn never to do this show again after the last time because it is so emotionally draining to my middle-aged psyche, but something keeps dragging me to the play again and again. The sheer power of the poetry contained within is astonishing. I have visited Dachau, but have never been to Terezin; I don't know if I could go or not. I guess what I wanted to say above all is that in this violent day and time when so few things shock me, I am still overcome by the horrors of the concentration camps and the evils perpetrated on the youngest members of the human race. May God guide us farther and farther from that dark place and time in history!

Jessica Joseph , May 01, 1998; 12:47 A.M.

Like several others, I also had the opportunity to participate in the incredibly moving drama, " I Never Saw Another Butterfly." I played Raja Englanderova, who told the story of her amazing journey of survival through Terezin. The emotional experience I encountered was amazing. The strenghth and courage she possesed was incomparable to anything of my recolection. This play is history as much as any play can be history, showing the best and worst of which the human heart is capable. I was truly honored to be able to bring this character to life and tell her amazing story.

Chuck Vadun , May 27, 1998; 11:46 A.M.

Note from the author: I received an e-mail from Kates01@aol.com, who visited Terezin in May 1998. She wrote: "Our guide was a young lady named Jana. When she took us to the room with the showers she told us that they had just found out the week before we were there, that Terezin did use gas. Two survivors took a tour and confirmed that gas was used at Terezin."

Chuck Vadun , November 16, 1998; 11:39 A.M.

Note from the author: I received this message from Jane Silverton : "My parents, survivors of Terezin, Auschwitz and elsewhere, live in Sydney. My father is a historian and electrical engineer and has just documented some of his activities in Terezin. Do you have any further information about gassing in Terezin as the first I learnt of it was from your contribution to the Terezin website. Please let us know as we are sceptical about this information." If anyone has other information on this subject, could you e-mail Jane and copy me? Thanks, Chuck.

Michael Lever , November 25, 1998; 05:16 A.M.

Last year, 12 November 1997, I visted Terezin on a tour. We were guided around the ghetto by a survivor, Pavel Stransky (a remarkable man). One of the things that stick out in my mind is when we arrived at the mass burial site next to the crematorium, Pavel was explaining it al to us. His face remained expressionless, I was amazed at it all. We then entered the crematorium, now Pavel was trying to keep in his emotions, when asking him a question he seemed to keep in his emtions but you could tell that something had disturbed him.

Upon Colpetion of our day-long tour, I went up to Pavel and asked him to sign a book that I had purchesed on Terezin, he signed it "In rememberance of our day in Terezin" and after he signed it he said to me "You have just expierenced a day here, imagine spending a year here "

Something to think about

That is one place I'll definatly return to

Jenna Thomas , March 22, 1999; 07:53 P.M.

I too am playing in "i never saw another butterfly." I am in middle school and am playing the part of the child "Gabriella Frieova." This story is sad in fact and we have added more depressing things to it. I just wanted to say i enjoyed this page

Linda Rosdahl , March 29, 1999; 07:03 P.M.

My name is Linda. Last year I went with my class and visited the terezin fortress, this is a trip that is tatooed into my mind, something i will never forget. The horror of terezin moved us all. Everyone understood the horror of the moment when we stepped out of the bus and the sight of more than 2000 white graves hit our faces, from this moment no one smiled or laughed...maybe we were extra sensitive, i dont know, but most of the girls had tears in teir eyes and the guys, usually very childish, walked the tour in silence. When we came home I made a book about our trip to prague, when I showed it in school everyone that opened it just turned the pages about terezin, they didnt have the power to read about it again...these camps have to be shown to the world, people have to know so this wont happen again. This has touched me to learn more about the jewish history and the holocoast i have told the stories from terezin to everyone i know and encouraged them to visit a concentrationcamp, and many of them were moved. My thoughts are with all of those who have experienced this, i can not say i understand your pain just that i think u r stong and admirable.

Melissa Stewart , April 30, 1999; 12:19 P.M.

Hello my name is Missy Stewart. I learned this all last year in 7th grade. I had fun learning about it. We are doing it again in 8th grade and I love it. It is fun but it is sad. Thanks for this wed site. Missy Stewart

Francis Xavier O'Looney PC , May 31, 1999; 05:12 P.M.

As a visitor of the death camp in Auchwtiz I read with great intrest the views of the visit to Terezin Camp, Even though it was 1995 that I visited that vile place I felt myself reliving those 3 hours spent in the "Hotel of Hell". Sadly we seem to have forgotten the suffering of the past with daily reports of Ethnic Cleansing from the FYR of Serbia. What is so tragic was that this country was amongst the staunchest fighters against the Nazi tyrenary and now they seem to be copying the worst examples of the same regime. Having worked with the Bosnian refugees when they came to Ireland in 1992 I hoped that decent humanity would prevail. How many more Terezins are we going to see before the world can cry enough is enough. Have we so quickly forgotten that 6 million died as a result of base barbarism? Places like Terezin, Dachau, and Auchwtiz are still there to remind us of what can go wrong with our Humanity. Let us not forget those 6 million martyrs and instead pray that our children will not be revisiting another site from another conflict and reviling in our lack of compassion

stefan maes , July 30, 1999; 01:51 P.M.

i have been in terezin concentration camp this summer on my hiking holiday trough the czech republic. and it really touched me. if you have seen the movie chindlers list and then go to the camp you can imagine what took place there anything is still there like it was! if you go to the isolation cells the iron chains and handcofs are still hanging there and the damage they made trough the years to the wall is still there nothing is hide. just like the place where they excecuted the jews, the plaster is shot of the wall and you can still see the hols in the wall, it gave me a good impression of how it was. you can also see the books from the germains there 'stock keeping books' yes thats what it looked like a number an amount and a little sign after your name if where already dead!

Michael Szapkiw , November 06, 1999; 12:11 A.M.

I am very pleased to have found a great website like this where I can learn and understand more about the holocaust. I am in "I Never Saw Another Butterfly" and had the first of two performances tonight. I interpret the role of Honza Kosek. It's hard for me to express how much of an influence this play has created in my heart. I had never had any interest in the holocaust prior to this production but now I have a strong interest in learning more about it. I am really interested in visiting Terezin as well. Playing Honza has been emotional for me. I truly develop deep sadness when I perform this for people. Tonight, I was definitely crying in the scene where I tell Raja Englanderova that my number was drawn and I will be taken away. I feel so priveleged to be a part of this play and honor those who lost there lives. I pray that with the joined efforts of the people in the play at my school, we can positively influence the lives of others and show them the great travesty that was the holocaust. Also, I would like to thank my good friend Jenessa for an outstanding portrayal of Raja Englanderova who has spent many hours preparing for this production. She has also been emotionally touched by the reality of the holocaust. God bless her and everyone else who has joined in the effort to make this tragedy known and to show that we cannot let this ever happen again. Thank you to all of the people who read my perspective. (If anyone has any information concerning characters in the story "I Never Saw Another Butterfly", or any facts about Raja Englanderova, if she is still living or not, please write me and let me know. I am very eager to learn more about these people. Thank you.)

David Lind , November 28, 1999; 03:35 P.M.

Like many of those posting, I am involved in a production concerning Terezin. I am directing a production of "Can You Hear Them Crying?" The poetry in this play moved me to tears during my first read of it. I can not even imagine the experience for even a day, let a lone a year (or a lifetime). What has struck me about this place as I've been researching it, is the incredible contrast of the horrors of the place juxtaposed with the large number of artists who were there. On one hand, death - on the other, life (the creation of art).

Another thought I'd like to share is about the Holocaust in general: There were many more than 6 million killed by the Nazis. Too often, we hear only about the fate of the Jews at the hands of the Germans. I am in NO way diminishing what happenned to the Jews during WWII - just reminding people that the Nazi's killed others in their camps as well - individuals with disabilities, dissenters, Jehovah Witnesses, homosexuals, gypsies (and others I have missed) made up a large number (some estimates have the total number of non-Jews exterminated by the Nazi to be more than 6 million) So rather than diminish the fate of the 6 million Jews, I look at the fact that 12 million plus were killed by the Nazi's.

I leave you with this quote - "All that is necessary for the triumph of evil is that good men do nothing." Edmund Burke

David Lind

Kevin Kowalkoski , December 05, 1999; 08:18 P.M.

I was surprised to find out last summer that my director decided to do this show for our annual competition play. After reading it, i now know why. I auditioned and am now portraying the role of PAVEL. Words can not express how deeply moved i was reading this. I know that by the time performance comes, the anger that Pavel expresses will come from the heart, not just words recited from a script. But sadly what i came for, i couldnt find. I was hoping for more of a biography of Raja Englanderova. I'm happy that i found what i did, however, because i know now how harsh the Jews were treated those years, and i feel now that i can honestly do this show and this part the justice it deserves. For me, PAVEL has becomes more that just a part, he has truly become a part of me, and so has this show. And i'm glad that i had that oppertunity.

Kevin Kowalkoski- PAVEL in I NEVER SAW ANOTHER BUTTERFLY, 1999

Chuck Vadun , January 21, 2000; 05:25 P.M.

Note from the author: in November 1999 I received this e-mail which I thought would be of interest to the readers of this page.

Dear Mr. Vadun,

I was researching for my history term paper and fell on your web-page "A Visit to Terezmn". I found it very interesting and full of information I had guessed but never really known for sure. Being from Europe, the horrors of the Second World War have always been a huge part of my history. As a girl, my grandmother escaped from Russia to Paris where as soon as the war ended she converted from Judaism to Christianity. My grandfather was a member of the French resistance and often talks about his younger days. Later my house was captured and became the Nazi headquarter in Poitiers, France.

At the age of 10 my family moved to Amsterdam and then to Zurich, Switzerland. In Zurich I joined an English speaking theater group. Little did I know how much this theater would shape my ideas and beliefs. It transformed me from a scared and shy little French girl to an easy-going high schooler. My first year I hung back slightly and struggled to master the English language. We worked hard on two plays, "I Never Saw Another Butterfly" and "Brundibar". Originally I had no idea of the stories in and behind these two plays. They moved me in a way I cannot describe.

In 1996 Helga Weissova Hoska and Ela Stein Weissberger, two survivors from Terezmn came to Zurich to talk to us about their experiences at the ghetto and the importance of the plays we were to perform. That following fall my school had a speaker who survived Auschwitz come to speak to us about his memories. I can tell you that these people did not hold back their thoughts, tears or pains in anyway to protect us children. It was important that we hear the true story from those who lived it. In June we performed our plays. We had a fantastic turn out. The pieces came out at the same time as the headlines about Switzerland and the Jewish money during the war hit the news stands. It was partly due to this controversy that owe our success.

In the fall of 1997 my grade took a class trip to Strasbourg, there, among other things we visited the concentration camp. This was honestly the hardest thing anyone has asked me to do. I was at breaking point and we cried solidly for days. The worst was that I did not have to be there. I, unlike so many, could look at the horrors and then could leave, a thing so many never did. I could hug my friends and together we helped each other through. We did not have to stay there. The following spring my theater group, the Zurich Young People's Theater, offered a few of us to partake in the International Tolerance Festival of 1998. This was to be in Terezmn. So we went, scared and nervous, but eager for the interesting experience. We stayed in the barracks for four nights and five days. There we had an unforgettable experience. We saw the mass graves, the museum, played in the court yard and walked in the town's streets. Helga Weissova came and spoke to us again, but this time in the attic of the building. This was where they had held secret meetings and Brundibar was originally acted. On the last night we did skits on the attic stage about our feelings and experiences at Terezmn.

At the beginning of 1998 I decided to embark on the great adventure of school in America. I am now at Concord Academy in Concord, Mass. There are many things that have surprised me about America and the Americans. The biggest thing, however, is the apparent lack of knowledge and understanding bout the terrors of WWII (at least from the perspective of the Europeans). It is for this reason that I have chosen to do my term paper on Terezmn. I feel it is my duty, as I have seen, heard and felt so much about the Second World War to try and help the Americans in my school to understand a little more....

Alexandra de Juniac

Chaim Singer-Frankes , February 07, 2000; 02:02 A.M.

I visited eastern europe in the summer of 1999 and produced a short film which features Terezin. What follows is the narration from the Terezin segment.

Einstein said if you could go around the world backward fast enough you could go back in time. If I could go back in time I would be here and I wouldn't be able to leave if I wanted to. No Baskin Robbins, no shiny shoes, no dances with trenchcoats, no filaments for my lightbulbs from South America. I smell that smell, like driving up the highway from Tel Aviv to Jerusalem. That smell of stone and pine-cone. And the sun is shining bright and the shadows are like cutout pictures from kindergarten class. Now pose for this picture, because you are so pretty, and don't move until I shoot. Perfect! Now slumped in my chair like I'm watching the Tonight Show, and there's nothing to be worried about, except maybe the end of the world... And I'm in Terezin and the bus is late.

)1999 Chaim Singer-Frankes

Lauren Carpenter , February 29, 2000; 08:00 P.M.

I, too, am participating in a production of "I Never Saw Another Butterfly" with the One Act Play class at my high school. I do not look upon the fact that I am to portray the character of Raja Englanderova as a task, burden, or even a reward, but as a responsibility. The simple fact that so many who have participated in this production and find this webpage somewhere along the way only proves that as long as there are people on this earth, there will always be a hunger for the truth. As a youth possessing tenderness and great sadness towards this unspeakable tragedy, I can honestly say that we, the burdened youth of the population will not go silently into the dark. It may be partly my responsibility to bring this story into the ignorance of the public eye, but it is more the responsibilty for those who have read this web page to not turn the other cheek. We will never forget...

Jenna Stutt , March 23, 2000; 11:49 P.M.

I am a currently working on my masters in voice perfromance at the University of Western Ontario in Canada. In a few weeks I will be performing a song cycle written by the Canadian composer, Srul Irving Glick. The poetry for the cycle was taken from the compilation of poems, words and drawings of children who lived in the concentration camp in Terezin. The compilation is entitled "I never saw another Butterfly". (as is the title for the song cycle) The stories that I have read on this web page have deeply affected me and I wish to thank all who have continued to remind and caution all of us about the unbelievable events of the holocaust.

Melisa Rolfe , August 02, 2000; 12:02 P.M.

I'am Mildly Mentally Handicap , I could not see my myself in a concertration camp like imagne all of those people being so afraid wondering if they going to live or not. After I went to see Museum of the Holocaust, it made me realize that life is priecous. People think that the Holocaust didn't happen, they are igorant!

Peter Chelston , August 18, 2000; 03:23 A.M.

I'm going to visit Prague, Terezin and some other small towns surrounding Prague in two weeks, and I thought this page ruled. I'll write a comment after the trip

Dorothy Nicholson , October 27, 2000; 08:46 P.M.

I am about to go to Prague for the 3rd time. I am meeting my US cousin there (I am from England). We are thinking of going to Terezin. Both our parents were Czech. My grandparents were sent to Terezin. I found their details on record in Prague for the first time during a visit in '98. One died at Terezin, the other was transported to Auschwitz. I was not sure whether to go (I have visited Dachau many years ago). Your website has persuaded me that I must go. I was fearful, partly because of a TV programme that showed how business was 'touted' for to go to Auschwitz from nearby Polish hotels. I did not know what to expect at Terezin. I just hope that we get someone as sensitive as the guides described on your page. I was brought up with the story of man's inhumanity to man, and it has affected my life. I hope that the young people who logged their responses here continue to fight the ignorance which still exists about this terrible episode in the history of man, and fight the present examples of similar injustices. I have just been to Amsterdam by the way and visited Anne Frank's House, and the Museum of Dutch Resistance (both a must if you are ever there). I might report back when I've been to Terezin. Thanks for your opening article and photos.

Kelly M. , December 26, 2000; 08:33 P.M.

I'm also in the One-Act Play, "I Never Saw Another Butterfly". I have the part of one of the children in Irena Synkova's class, and I am also understudy to the main character, Raja Englandrova. I came here to get a closer look at Terezin Concentration Camp, and to try to get an idea of what it would be like, for a child to live in such a place. Unfathomable. The pictures and words were slightly helpful, but I feel that I can imagine all I want, but I don't think I will ever really know the anguish, sorrow, and fear of the Nazi Concentration Camps. In a way, I'm thankful that I don't understand the horror of being torn from my home, and starved, and beaten in all ways possible. And, in a way, I'm sad, that humanity could ever stoop as low as to massacre endless numbers of people. And to do all the downright evil things they did to men, women, and children alike. And I pray that humanity never stoops that low again.

Don Buehler , January 27, 2001; 10:39 A.M.

Three years ago I visited Dachau - and the main feeling I had was one of incongruity. We went in June on a bright sunny day - birds alighting on the barbed wire - totally out of sync with the horrible deeds of the place. Jan 2001 I went to Terezin - a totally different experience. The place was deserted and the thin blanket of snow made the silence deathly. The fort is just as it looked during the terror - I could feel what had transpired there. Most unsettling were the accounts of prisoners being brutalized by their captors as they stood in line to get their prison clothes. And then came the horrific fact that on May 2, 6 days before the oficial end of the war in Europe 52 prisoners were taken out and executed - the Nazis knew that the war was over, they just wanted to get one more massacre in while they still could. How terrible -it was gratifying to see pictures of many of them getting what they deserved - the rope. May God have mercy on the souls of all of those who participated at Terezin - either as captor or captives - and on all of us as well. DonB Jan 2001

Mona Kristiansen , February 18, 2001; 04:11 P.M.

I was nine years old when I went to visit Theresienstadt in the summer of 1993. The impact that place made on me will forever be marked in my brain as a memory I can't - and shouldn't forget. As I entered the camp, I could feel the pain and horror that had been there and that feeling only grew stronger and stronger. I passed the main gate with the unforgettable words of "Arbeit Macht Frei", went on to the baracks. But the part I most remember was the long underground passage with small cells. it was dark down there. In my mind I could feel arms reaching out to touch me from both sides. I wanted to go back but this was the only way through and I had to stand it out. I started sweatting and trembling, and chills were running down my back though it was in the month of June. At the other end we went trough the rest of the camp and I too was shocked by the sight of the showers which I thought were gas chambers. Leaving the camp, I could start to breath a little better again. I was pale and tense, well knowing what had been going on in there. People had died. Survivors would be haunted for life. Back then I could not understand how people could build these camps and torture innocent fellow-human beings and I'm not sure I will ever be able to understand. I went to the museum of the kz-camp. It made a deep impression on me to see survivors talking about their time in Theresienstadt and I started to cry, like so many of the other people around me. I had nightmares about Germans, jews and kz-camps for months. I was only nine. I will never forget Theresienstadt. I believe - I know - there are a lot of people out there who don't understand. I recommend them to come and see for themselves - see what we did to each other, and then see to it that it won't happen again.

amber welch , March 05, 2001; 07:39 P.M.

i am doing a research paper for school on the treatment of jews during WWII and i think that it was a really sad time. the way the Nazis treated the jews was terrible. this gave me a resource for my research. i also think that people should have respect for the people who survived this terrible time in their lives. the people who survived are incredible people.

Tiffini Sarver , March 08, 2001; 04:55 A.M.

I was just cast today in "I Never Saw Another Butterfly." I will be playing Raja. I first saw this show when i was a sophmore in high school, now as a sophmore in college i am excited to get to be in a show that so touched my life. My director asked me to do some research on the play, the book, the place (Terezin) and the real Raja. My search has led me here. I was moved by the stories people had posted here of thier trips to terezin, and encouraged by those who had done this play.

Since i was a child the Holocaust has always intrigued me. Before we were ever taught the horrors in school i had been hearing snatches of what the concentration camps were like. i am all-american, i am not jewish. but i am a fourteenth generation american who does have a link to those horrible places the Nazis called "work camps." My great uncle was at the liberation of one of those camps. i am not sure which one for he never speaks of it. the horrors that he saw have effected him so much that he cries if one mentions it within his earshot.

the only time i heard him speak of it is when a younger cousin of mine had come home from his school and began to slur jews and blacks. he had heard another child saying such things (i am from the south and unfortunatly even today hatred is still taught in the homes of many southerners). My uncle turned slowly and looked at the 6 year old with tears in his eyes and simply said "the jewish and black races have gone through something that we will never understand, tom, and we must never forget it." the poor child looked so confused and my uncle sat down next to him and said "tom, how would you feel if i told you that the government who is supposed to protect it's people decided that it didnt like us and split up our whole family. you no longer will get to see your mother, brothers, me, gran, your cousins or friends anymore. you will live in a place so filthy that even the sewer behind your house will seem to smell nice. you will share a bed smaller than yours with five, six or seven other boys. you will work hard all day and get no food. you will get lice like you did last year, only there will be more of them and you will have them everyday for your mother will not be around to get rid of them for you and finally the people who hate you and guard you will get sick of the lice and shave your head. when they shave your head though, they will not doign with clippers nice and neat like debbie does, but they will do it with razor blades purposely trying to cut your scalp. you will harder than you have ever done before,a dn you will want to fall down because things are so heavy and you havent eaten in days and you are tired, but whenever you want to fall down you remember that they will immediatly shoot you. you will see people stoned, shot, stabbed, gassed and burned to death on a daily basis and you will have to throw there tiny, shriveled bodies into graves yourself. you not be allowed to cry or laugh or play outside or watch tv or read books or play soccer, or any of the things that you love. all you will be allowed to do is work hard, fear for your life, fight to survive and work even harder. how would you feel if that were to happen to you?" the poor child looked up scared with tears that had started when he said that he wouldnt see his mommy and said "but nuncle, that wouldn't never happen." and the old man looked down at the child who shared his tears and said "but child it has happened. it happened to the jews of europe and i saw the effects of what had happened. those people lived with that day in and day out. when i saw them at the end of thier lives in hell, they were no longer people, they had lost all emotion and most of thier muscle. it did happen tom and when people say things like what you just say, you make room for something like it to happen again. those are hate filled words tom and it is hate filled words that brought the death sentance down on the jews of europe and it was hate filled words that brought the hangings and burnings and of the blacks in the south and it is hate filled words that keep such horrors alive. never ever let hate filled words fall from your mouth, tom. instead fight to stop the hate, to stop the people who hate and never, EVER forget what happened to those people."

that conversation was five years ago, it remained in my ears long after tom had gone out to play and my nuncle had gone back to the tv, it remained in my eyes when i met a survivor and saw the scar from where the nazis had cut off her tatoo to make it seem that things were okay when the liberation came. it remains on my tongue whenever i speak about the holocaust and it reamains in my heart for eternity. the evening of that life lesson, i wrote it down word for word. my uncle has since passed on, another gone who can remember atrocities seen with their own eyes but his words shall live on as long as i can keep them going. i have shared those words in many essays, poems and stories for various classes and i share them now so that more of the world can learn from them. we must never forget and we never let hatred and judgment pass from our lips.

now many of you are at this site because you do knwo that the Holocaust happened and it saddens and disgusts you but keep in mind that not only jews have taken it rough. look around you and see if you are slurring any other "group" of people. i do not want to seem as though i am downplaying what happened during the nazi regime, but the world forgets that by protecting the jews we are not preventing it from happeening again. as long as there is hatred in the hearts of humans on this planet then there is a threat.

i have written quite a long response, but if it touches even one persons heart or makes someone see the error of thier racism, homophobia, sexism, classism, or any other -ism then it has done what i wish for it to do.

always let words of love encouragemt and hope flow freely from your mouth. kill any thoughts and deeds against others different from yourself and always remeber that you never know who will be leading someday. and think perhaps if some jew had given hitler an ice cream cone and a smile as a child those horros could have been avoided, if we all dish out smiles and joy and a lollipop or two (everyone loves lollipops) instead of hatred, fear and violence then the world can be a better place.

I will leave with one of my favorite quotes: "If you judge people then you have no time to love them." -Mother Teresa

Angela Francis , March 28, 2001; 07:08 P.M.

I am yet another preformer of the I NEVER SAW ANOTHER BUTTERFLY piece. It is not acting but the preformance of music by Charles Davidson. I am absorbed in the infromation about the holocost. There is a solo there that starts out the peice. I have that solo but I am wirting the whole peom for you, it is written by Pavel Friedman., "only I never saw another butterfly, the last, the very last, so richly brightly dazzalingly yellow, perhaps if the sun's tears, would sing against a white sone, such such a yellow is carried lighty way uup high. It went away, it went away I'm sure becuase it looked to kiss the world goodbye. For seven weeks I've lived in here, penned up inside this ghetto. But I have found my people here, the dandilions care for me and the white chesnut candles in the court. Only I never saw butterfly.".All the peices in the set are written by children. I have a hearing disorder and I often become sad by that. Alot of people think that disabilties bring them down and they bury themselves in self pity... but can you imagine what it would be like to starve, to be experimented on, see your kin killed? Noone except the former prisoners I'm sure can explain the horror. I wish somday to vist terezin. I find all of this very sad and terrible what some people can do to another. Our choir had a holocost survivor visit us. His name was David Katz and I think it is wonderful that he can share his story with us. I know it is hard for the last of the survivors there are today to share w/ us their experiences. I would like to give the message of hope and renewal, do not forget.

rebecka tuma , May 06, 2001; 11:22 A.M.

hi. I´m doing a project and a researchpaper on Theresienstadt in school because I know someone who lived there for e few years. She is now 90 years old and lives in London. she was a well known pianist IN the camp and she still is....well, well, just wanna say that this site contrubuted a lot to my researchpaper. love //Becky, student of the American School of The Hauge, Den Haag, Holland

me myselfandI , May 10, 2001; 02:14 P.M.

I'm very interested in the holocost. I love to see the facinateing,yet horrifying facts and I hope that more sites arise like this.

Tolsun Waddle , August 28, 2001; 10:03 P.M.

My name is Tolsun Waddle, and I am writing a research paper that deals specifically with the facade of Theresienstadt and how it manifests in children's literature and art. I have begun the reading, but I'm curious if anybody has specific suggestions for me. Or, if there is someone who is a survivor who would not mind being interviewed for this project, that would be very helpful. Please contact me at twaddle@moccasun.utc.edu.

elysabeth forrest , August 25, 2002; 01:52 A.M.

I'm now participating in a production of INSAB. I really would like some advice or any tips any of you have. I'm playing Irena Synkova. Please contact me at Missejf4@aol.com

Margret Popp , October 26, 2002; 05:10 A.M.

Re the following remarks of visitors to Terezin (Theresienstadt):

"I mentioned to Eileen and Jessica how weird it would be to live in the town today, as over a thousand people do, knowing the history of the place."

"The owner of that store, who was Jewish, was arrested there...I saw childeren playing in street.Mothers with Baby carriges. How people can live there, I do not know."

I find this hard to realize as well and had always thought the entire location had been converted into a memorial. What is known about the new inhabitants of the ghetto/fortress, where exactly do they live, how many of them are there and what made them come there? Are there photos of their new situation, especially after the 2002 August flood catastrophe?

Rachael Muske , October 26, 2002; 10:04 P.M.

My name is Rachael and I came to your site because I too am doing a performance of I Never Saw Another Butterfly and wanted to find out as much as I could. Playing Raja I feel like, to really be in character, I have to really understand what happened to those kids.I don't think people really understand how horrific things were and everything that happened and I wanted to thank you for this amazing site. The things I have learned through my research have greatly effeced me. I have had nightmares and every time we perform I can not help but cry. I hope that this site can help others see and experience what I have. I hope to someday visit Terezin and really understand it. I have visited other camps and the effect it has on you is overwhelming. I hope you keep up the amazing work. Thank you.

scott saks , November 04, 2002; 10:24 P.M.

i just would like to comment on this. unfortunatly i have never heard of the book or play that dealt with the concentration camp, but i had the experiance to visit this huge graveyard in the spring of 2001. it was an emotional day, probably the worst day of my life being in this place where so many people died. with my relatives coming from eastern europe and being jewish, (actually didnt matter what religion you are) it was just flat out emotianl, but i am glad i went, i learned a lot that day about terezin , my culture and myself scott (philadelphia)

Heather Brangwin , February 08, 2003; 08:03 P.M.

My name is Heather and I recently performed with the 2003 New Jersey Region I High School Women's Choir (just tonight, actually). One of the songs we performed was a musical adaptation of "The Butterfly". It was by far my favorite piece in the repertoire, not only because it was musically beautiful, but also because it was so emotionally moving. After our performance, we returned to the choir room, where a woman named Ella Weissberger spoke to us about Terezin. She herself was imprisoned there when she was twelve and experienced all of the horrors of seeing friends being taken away, never to return. She performed the role of a cat in "Brundibar" 55 times, and appears in a Nazi propoganda film while performing the children's opera. I hope that someday all of you could hear this gorgeous piece of music I just performed...it is truly moving.

Diane Paul , February 23, 2003; 09:08 A.M.

I am researching Rabbi Regina Jonas, the first woman rabbi, who was deported to Theresienstadt on 6 November 1942. She remained until she was deported to Auschwitz on 12 October 1944 where she was murdered. I would like to know if anyone has memories of her at Terezin and of the work she did there. Any information would be greatly appreciated.

Chava Franz , March 07, 2003; 06:49 A.M.

I have been in many plays and have portreyed many characters, but no characters held such a place in my heart as the role of Irca in "I Never Saw Another Butterfly". I portreyed the role of Irca, Pavel's naive yet optimistic love interest, nearly a year ago, and the role still has a huge impact on me up to this day. Through this role, I was able to become more in touch with my Jewish roots as well as to understand the importance of life. "I believe in life - - I and Pavel."

Although it is one of the only lines Irca says in the play, it is also one of the most memorable ones within the show. Each time I said that line, I felt a little more connected to not only the character, but also the very spirit of the play as well as my Jewish culture. As I looked at this page, it made me realise the exact situations that Irca was living in, and thus it made me notice her stregnth even more. How, in a place such as Terezin, did a seventeen year old girl like Irca remain so optimistic when surrounded by death? It was love and hope that kept her alive. Perhaps her innocence led her to believe that as long as she had Pavel, nothing could harm her. Is that not the very theme of the play? In the very end of the show, Raja says, "My name is Raja and I survived Terezin; though not alone and not afraid." I remember sitting at rehersal and wondering if Irca was as afraid as everyone else on the transport to the east. I figured that she was not, as she had Pavel's hand to hold onto. Irca became a part of me, and she always will be. When I spoke her lines, it consumed every bit of me and I meant every word I said. I loved my Pavel and I *was* Irca. Many other girls had tried out for the part and had thrown her lines around like they were just words. I delivered them with my heart in it...speaking out for all the innocent young people at Terezin who had thought they were going to get out alive, but never had the chance. My director told me that when I spoke I put tears in his eyes - - I said I had tears in mine too. Such innocence, such ingenuity, and such hope is compiled into the one character of Irca. All those virtues are stripped away from her at Terezin and she doesn't even notice it. The thing is, I know so many other young people in that ghetto were in the same situation as she.

Alejandra Figueroa , April 03, 2003; 04:10 P.M.

I visted Terezin in april 2002 and it was just an undescriptible tour. I remember the atmosphere of this place, it was depressing, mainly into the tunnels where there where cells. It is very hard for me to think about the pain of all those people who lived this horrific nightmare, it is incredible what a human being can do to another humans beings... I remember I couldn't sleep that night I was just thinking about all the unfair things have happened over the world, all those human beings injured through human history...I just can say that we have to fight together in order to keep a little bit of hope in this world.

Joe Barta , December 28, 2003; 12:04 A.M.

There is an excellent documentary/movie called Fighter that follows two Czech Holocaust survivors, Jan Weiner and Arnost Lustig, as they revisit Terezin, where Arnost was interned for five years and Jan's mother was murdered... http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0263338/

Ian Miller , June 13, 2006; 07:41 P.M.

To denie the holocaust is to ensure that it happens again !!

Krystal Meyer , February 21, 2007; 09:17 P.M.

I am 14 and I'm currently in a play right now about Terezin, I never saw another butterfly, at debut.I was just wondering if anyone knows if Irena Synkova was the real name of the teacher, because some of the other names in the play are incorrect. you can reach me at indig0rebu111@aol.com

Zack A , March 20, 2007; 10:08 P.M.

Dude, you made an excellent description of what Terezin was like, the stories you retold helped me immensly in my speech for Terezin. Thanks homes-

Iris R , June 12, 2007; 03:24 P.M.

I visited Terezin in April, 2007. My fondest wish is that all the holocaust deniers and diminishers spend a week there, living as the prisoners did, and then realize, when the week is up, that Terezin was one of the "good" camps. I have some photos I took of Terezin, but I am not sure if I can add them here, as I am new to photo.net. Thank you for a moving pictorial.

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